16 years old when I really like mad, I may be crazy, and his father's death, even though in my 16 years old, I still do not fully understand death, but I know, the father's death, made me to become a has been and the poor woman who makes a mockery.

This feeling is not that fun.

But as the owner of the disappearance of his uncle, I have become quiet a lot, I was beginning to deal with the quiet uncle and mother, then I'm really quiet. I do not remember the 16-year-old and 16-year-old previously happened, do not remember I have had a boss uncle, the man in my life is just 16 years of age there is less than a month's time, and then he disappeared, disappeared very thorough, did not give me leave a little memory. Of course, I do not remember my boss said, that one eye on the big one eye small, for men, can not remember a winter as I am seeking to find, I had amnesia. And that amnesia is fatal, because it lost the memory of that sentence, I will become one of the most quiet girl.

People in the state of amnesia is the most quiet state.

But I just lost the memory of madness and the right word, but never lost his uncle's love and hatred for his mother.

Although I always hate the mother, may she and I have maintained a steady relationship, I will not insult her "lewd," I gradually realized that the use of abusive words in the world's most vicious mother, she will not stop intercourse with his uncle . I can not prevent her father, unable to stop, I may not.

In this process, I have thought of mother and maintain intimate relationships, I have tried to give the mother a bright smile.

17-year-old that year, returned home after school one afternoon, I saw the mother's stay in the living room reading, I see her silhouette, when the mother is very quiet and beautiful, I suddenly wanted to sit beside her mother, Together with her quiet, always quiet.

Mother looked up and saw me, she gave me a smile, she always give me a smile, but I always hold with indifference or ridicule, but that day, I actually gave her mother a smile, that smile, without the slightest false.